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i still cant believe derrick's gone from the competition. todae in sch ah my mood super bad. although i try my best to smile hor, still cannot smile as bright as usual. all my frens esp cla frens notice something wrong with me sommore. i guess it must be very visible. it has been 21 hours since derrick has left the competition. feel so empty inside now. sigh. yesterday night at 12 something i mass sms all my frens abt derrick leaving and todae they all say i siao liao. m i too exaggerated? i guess so. but its still very sour inside man. i don like this feeling. then hor i remembered the first thing i went to sch todae was groan to bing, ash and lily and scream to fang and then when i go to the hall i pat all my classmates one by one and exclaim my disappointment to them. the whole day i remain sullen and just keep mumbling derrick derrick derrick. oh no. i think i m going nuts abt him. the impact of his departure is just too great.
