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OH MY GOSH!! my new friend aka fellow derrick fan just taught me how to put derrick video on my blog!! I M SO HAPPY!! thankyou so much!! yippee!! I M SO HAPPY! now i have derrick on my blog singing for everyone! yay! :)
so happy todae. got the interview with singapore pools and got lots of questions answered yay! tnr going national library with wee shian and denyna! yay! oh..also very happy just now my new fren fellow derrick fan huang bei also msn me then hor send me all the derrick info and all the derrick hotmail and friendster links. so happy! :)
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todae is yuen yee jie's bday and tmr is maddy's bday. yippee! oh and thurs is tracy's birthday..yippee! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALL OF U!!! yay! haha. i just realise that this august got a lot of pple's bday. haha. todae quite depressed cos din have the chance to go west mall and see derrick. qingyu and tash went lor, never ask me along. .. bleh. feel quite sour, but i think mum wouldn't allow me anyway. sigh. just have to get photos from them. i seriously need a new digital camera, my old one conked out and yes i still feel sour. i think maybe i shouldn't be so involved in this craziness anymore. promos are coming. i m really really scared. help. at this juncture i told myself to give up being so crazy fan thingy and right, concentrate on my studies. no tv now. no derrick .sigh. study study study. even olie ask me to go to the 1st sept championships for jue dui superstar hor, i also don feel like going liao. derrick's not even in it. sigh. so sad. but yea i still have an urge to go and put up his pic again.
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yesterday went for love mg after cf, left after the sermon on clubbing wow m i glad i din leave during it cos the sermon was GOOD man. haha. anyway, had lots of fun. me, fang, ning, olie, esther, shermin, ashley, bing, eunice, anna all went together. wanted to take taxi but in the end ended up taking bus. din really eat dinner went to mobil and buy bread and then go mg for finger food. terence and jas and some more seniors took auntie roslyn's car to mg first. haha. the worship was really good with some seniors and old gals of mg playing as a band..i thot it was really inspiring, it is really once in a long time i have enjoyed myself so much in worship all of us just freely worship on. and not forgetting cheryl and teri's baby band, it also wowed the audience to their feet and clapping hands. then we had some testimonies and some really choi senior gals dancing. they were so graceful. we also had breaking of bread(waffle) and wine (grape juice) i think. so exciting! haha. then everyone was really enjoying themselves cos its being a long while not being home. sigh. in the end, the best part: we sang our school song:) yippee! haha. i was teasing terence that he HAD to sing our sch song in the end. muahah. then also adora came, i saw jo, jill, zhen and fang there and elain, sarah, si, esther, beatrice, nadine, lydia and lots more. yup we all really enjoyed ourselves, had lots of fun! yippee! and guess what? after the thing i quickly go grab some more mg brochures (that little sparkling whitish and silverish pamphlet) and there's the sch mag and a christian mag too! and love mg stickers! yippee! yay! mg rox!
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todae is elf's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY EPHRAIM BONG!!
haha yippee! everyone's getting as old as me liao
:) MUAHAHHAA
hmm..nowadays never see gerry in sch liao so sad..its so weird without her around but it will be even weirder without her in singapore..AAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! its gonna be so sad when she leaves, i cant stand it. boohoohoo. everyone is leaving me! WHY>???????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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wan xian and i are at the library now having chem free period..using the computer and admiring derrick's handsome face. hee hee. he's just so cute lor!! haha. ok i kinda get over the "trauma" liao ai just have to accept the fact. nevamind. go junyang.i still cant get derrick"s chu zi zhi wai video on my blog..s so sad:( but nevermind i'll still continue writing. anna's beside me now i just asked her to give me a survey to do. i think hor till now i have done 10 surveys for all my frens liao. hee hee. *screams* DERRICK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
later got maths tuition and i got actually do my maths test todae. think can pass. yippee! at least yesterday i do and do ms tan's work then never go to waste. hee hee. newae after this got chinese period yippee! i love my chinese class. but i love my class more:) tmr got chinese test help i need to memorise lots of kong yi yi man..haiz.
wan xian:*ahem* i never "admire" derrick's face...junyang is cuter and more shuai and lots more!!!
kay: *screams at wan xian* NO!!!!!!!! DERRICK ROX MORE!!!!!!!!!!
wan xian: *choose to ignore kay's craziness*
kay: HELLO>? ??? talk to me leh very boring now
wan xian: kay is worried that this might scrap off derrick's pix! isn't that wonderful! cant see his face?! ahahaa..than i can start posting junyang's pix!haha ! *evil grin*
kay:watever
wan xian: this is cool...commuicating by typing in the comp while sitting next to each other..haha..how lame can we be...kay is rattering away abt derrick AGAIN!
kay: u are also talking abt jun yang wah..haha.. ok she just said she prefer flora and i also think zaizai rox too.. and oh oh! HOTSTUFF and WARMSTUFF and COLDSTUFF rox too! and ah cheng ge rox!
wanxian: haha..let me think of more creative names for kay to name her eyecandies..hmm...grilled stuff..barbecued stuff(kay's idea) milkstuff ..choc stuff strawberry stuff vanila stuff(kay's) ...fish and chips...nasi lemak..tou sha bao ..*puase* we can might as well name all the bao's family? nian rong bao yam bao.....
kay: STOPS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *yucks* i hate yam bao. wat an insult. the eye candy will turn purple then and its growing fat with so many food stuff. ok stop talking. i don wanna make derrick's photo disappear with such a long entry u BONG..
wanxian: yup let's go off ! 5 more mins before class start..."Ring...."haha!
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i still cant believe derrick's gone from the competition. todae in sch ah my mood super bad. although i try my best to smile hor, still cannot smile as bright as usual. all my frens esp cla frens notice something wrong with me sommore. i guess it must be very visible. it has been 21 hours since derrick has left the competition. feel so empty inside now. sigh. yesterday night at 12 something i mass sms all my frens abt derrick leaving and todae they all say i siao liao. m i too exaggerated? i guess so. but its still very sour inside man. i don like this feeling. then hor i remembered the first thing i went to sch todae was groan to bing, ash and lily and scream to fang and then when i go to the hall i pat all my classmates one by one and exclaim my disappointment to them. the whole day i remain sullen and just keep mumbling derrick derrick derrick. oh no. i think i m going nuts abt him. the impact of his departure is just too great.
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NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DON'T TAKE DERRICK AWAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :(
i hate this. shit. how can they eliminate derrick from the competition when i did and did and did vote for him. shit. jue dui superstar is now meaningless without him.
tash and i are so so so sad really. when i din see his face and name appear just now, my heart just broke...and his bye bye speech was so touching. he's such a good singer they are missing out on one great talent.
he was just that close.
crying wouldn't help.
he's not coming back.
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i am so happy!! i finally change my blogskin to (derrick rox!)
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today is national day.. yippee!! wore the red shirt they gave in ndp rehearsals and my fav white shorts. yay! :)
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yesterday went to swensen to celebrate fang's bday. she was quite surprised but actually hor we gave away a little .. haha..anyway she was really surprised by tracy's appearance wow! can see her shocked face when tracy came out from under the table, hee hee. newae everyone enjoyed themselves yippee and we cut cake outside at the benches there. it was tiramisu not bad lar hee hee. newae talk till quite late and fang's dad gave me a ride home so reach home ard 10 something, pestered stan at his window to buy fun-o-rama tix from me. muahhahahaa.
todae slept till 11.30 am.. it was really shuang man but quite guilty of myself cos i could have woken up earlier to study. haiz. not going festival of praise, wanna stay home to study lar but in the end i went out at 1 something to meet wan xian at mrt station jurong east to do survey for the card thingy that we came out for project work. went to survey those pple at the singapore pools it was really bad. no one wanted to talk to us and just walk away.. sigh i thik after this ah my fear of rejection is getting stronger and stronger liao.. but at least there were a few good samritans who allowed is to survey. yea. actually wanted to do 50 but in the end did 25 only. this sux man esp since we went to 2 lottery booths at NTUCs at both jurong east and clementi. its like not fruitful at all lor and the response was so negative, i hate this this is so discouraging. anyway went back home to sleep again till now. quite long hor, i feel like a pig nowadays muahahahha. ok wanna do work liao. ciao . wished was at FOP now..boohoohoo
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todae is yifang's birthday! YIPPEE!!! haha HAPPY BIRTHDAY FANG!! :)
todae din go sch, tummy hurts lar and stayed at home the whole day except went to see chinese physician for tummyache, he's quite good haha..then yea mug for econs and now going to see derick on tv in 5 minutes time, hope he gets in again ..he rox man!
DERRICK!
DERRICK!
DERRICK
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i don like todae. its very bad.i don like todae. firstly, i got no cip which means i cant tutor those cute cute kids especially justin..secondly, gerry just told me todae she's leaving on 19 sept which is a very heart-brokening news, thirdly, i miss keyboard lesson cos mum totally forgot abt it.. fourthly my zao ju test pass on the dot which actually i got have gotten full marks..fifthly i haven't study econs.. sixthly, mum doesn't allow me to watch tv anymore, seventhly, i m very pissed with myself..eightly my frens left todae for competition leaving me all along..ninthly so many pple in class never come todae..tenthly..i m so disappointed with myself.
there's only one thing to be happy: GOD Is GOOD.
and that tomorrow is fang's birthday. yup at least that puts a smile on my face.